tick-tock

i wanna stop talking too much.
i just want to shut up.
its not like i don't want to be heard because, i really do.
why do you think im blogging?and twittering? and facebooking? and myspacing? ..not to show off, ok. (Hi Te Lois! i feel your post.... ) ..and yes, i do have all accounts on those social networks.
i just wanna learn to be really quiet. but it's really hard for me.
there's just a lot of ideas and things i wanna share. im not selfish, u know.
when you talk a lot, most people don't take you seriously.
i don't want that to happen to me.
doesn't help that i look younger than my age, too.
but whatever! their loss, not mine. right?

i wanna be a pesco-vegetarian again.
i was a pesco-vegetarian for a couple of months but visiting my relatives and having an aunt who is so mean in the kitchen didn't help.
seeing Geneva Cruz

..and how much she enjoys her body (don't get me wrong, i LOVE my body) and how dedicated she is on animal rights, inspired me. (she's also awarded as the sexiest celebrity vegetarian in the world. beating natalie portman!)
yes, i am an animal lover but eating chicken and pigs and other animals doesn't mean im a hypocrite. its normal.
but thinking about it, i think im gonna follow Geneva's steps.
she's a vegetarian not because she's on a diet but because she loves animals.
im gonna be a pesco-vegetarian again not because i want to go on diet or because i love animals but because i can still remember the very light and healthy feeling of eating only veggies and fruits and meats of fish only.
i wanna be healthy NOW. i don't want to pay later.

speaking of animal rights...
i do read FHM and Maxim. what does it have to do with animal rights?
well, you see how many pretty ladies pose sexy and some even nude on those magazines, right?
i once told a family friend of ours that even if those magazines would pay a big amount of money for me to pose for them, i wouldn't. (lol! its not like i have a chance annyway. haha! lets just pretend, ok? sakyan nyo na lang tong entry na to.)
back to animal rights... PETA. they're known for having celebrities pose nude on their campaigns.
i told that family friend that even if PETA wouldn't pay me, i would still pose nude for them.
SHOUTOUT TO MY VERY MISSED PETS who are now guarding their fellow animals ---> BENZ, OCHO and MRS. BROWN (you dogs are the best!)

12:48am.june 9, 2009. a couple of hours left and im 22 years old. yea. that was random. i know. im just counting the last hours of my being 21 years old.

anyway, i still haven't seen The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Dvd's gaining dust already. think im gonna pay attention to it now.