FOREVER

this past 2 months is whirlwind kind of crazy with me and Arthur. We've been fighting a lot and sometimes we don't know why. i think its because we miss each other so much. my computer broke down, i can't text often coz of the rates and the phone which is supposed to help us battle the missing waves has a totally choppy line. so the little time we get to spend with each other sometimes fall into fights. i know what you're thinking. how can it be like that when we're supposed to savor the limited times we have. idk either. maybe there are just a lot of things that we haven't said and we're both stressed and frustrated with out situation that we finally blew up.

a couple of days ago we had another fight. that was the scariest of all fights. because i really thought he wanted to end it. im glad i cleared it coz i have the tendency to just breakdown right away and believe what i think is what he's trying to say. but that night, he made it all clear that he won't leave me. that it'll never happen. he'll stay even if we gonna go through hell just to fight what we have.

last july 9, we celebrated our 22nd month of being together. everyday we're both amazed at our journey. when we committed ourselves into each other, we never really thought of the distance and of how long we won't see each other. all we knew that time was that, we're in love and that we don't want to let it slip from our grip. we fell into each others arms without any hesitation. and i guess its just now that everything is sinking in.

it hurts. its frustrating. very stressful. it makes us both crazy. we get mad, we fight. we cry and get all sad. we get tired and sometimes even question if we're really made for each other...

but you know what? we're still here. standing and holding each other. we're still here, whispering iloveyou's and forever. because no matter how hellish of a moment we get in a week or a month, we stand in what we believe in. LOVE. we have the same beliefs and wants and needs. we both want to be together and in the future build a family. we want our love to last. we know what we have has an extra special toppings on top. we know God brought us together to show people that no time and distance can separate two people who are madly and crazy in love...

so to you my dear reader, if you love someone, and you know in your mind and heart that person is the one, don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. jump in and trust your gut feeling. PRAY. ask God for guidance and don't ever lose the faith. LOVE is all around us. but if you're too cautious, you might lose in a blink of an eye...

FALL IN LOVE!






i did. i am. and i will.
to the same person for the rest of my life...