celebrating ... and missing ...

1 year of friendship!!!
..sobrang happy ko that i met someone like you bestie. as in! like, i can tell u everything and u never judged me. i never felt na iniwan mo ko sa ere or nagalit ka sa akin. u were always supportive with my decisions and sobrang thank you po...

see u soon, ha? :)

...my cousin Cindy, left for Christchurch, NZ, yesterday.. this past few weeks we were always together since she has to do a lot of meetings and paperworks here in Cebu. im gonna miss her a lot! she's one of my closest cousins and i can tell her practically everything.. lalo na when it comes to family problems.. she acts like whatever and may appear like a happy-go-lucky kinda girl but talk to her and she'll knock some sense out of u.

..hopefully, she'll be able to come home next year. we were all together yesterday. her twin sister and younger sister, me and my brother had breakfast and went to the airport after. walang iyakan.. todo pigil.. that's what she requested.. walang iiyak. so we didn't. was teary eyed but then, she looks so happy i don't want to ruin it.





..it's my late Wa Mie's bday.. i don't know how old na sana sya now. hehe.. but anyway, u might be reading this from heaven or u might be watching me now while im doing this.. so uhmm.. HAPPY BIRTDHAY, La!!! i miss u.. and the things we do together.. i miss the foods u cook, the dresses u make.. but i know you're happy now. you're with Wo Poy :) ...

i don't know!

... simply complicated

---- THAT'S ME!


if you don't get me, well, your not the only one... ang dami na ninyo!
no matter how i try, wala e.. anung magagawa ko kung ganun na talaga ko? hirap na rin ako sa sobrang gulo ng utak ko.. that's why im trying to be alone for awhile. less complications if less people ang involved. if i appear like wala sa mood or walang paki, don't take it seriously.. this is just another phase of nessy's stupidity...


mga a few weeks from now, hopefully, im back to my other self. atay ui! na.unsa naman ko?


pasensya na lng..

HOME ....

last week i was watching THE WEDDING DATE. its an old film (2005) but i was bored so i watched it again. Debra Messing reminds me of our local celebrity, Marian Rivera.. the smile and the way they act is sobrang pareho! :)

anyway, i loved their soundtrack! especially the last featured song in the film.. Michael Buble's song, HOME.. i now have it in my friendster account as my profile song.. im not much of a fan of him but the song reminds me of a lot of things! ..made me realize where my heart really belongs..

listen to it and fall in love! ;)

HOME IS 6300!!!

21!

oh and yea! ..i turned 21 last june 10.. yep! freakin 21! grrr... 4 more years and its quarter life crisis for me.. sandali.. medyo nafi-feel ko na nga now pa lang, e.. hahay..

i spent my bday with new friends.. night before my bday, i was out with 2 guy friends of mine who kinda took care of me when i was in Bohol. nah.. more like my tourist guides/bodyguards/clowns/drinking buddies.. was planning to go home after dinner but then i got stuck with them. they won't let me leave so fine.. i stayed with them and just went around the city til we decided to just go and have a couple of drinks...

'twas fun being with them! kinda forgot everything i was worrying about..

the next day, i was alone. turns out my brother went out of town and won't be back till later that night. so, again, i was with the 2 crazy boys.. well, just one of them since the other guy was with his gf. we just went around the mall... then i got a text message from my bro informing me bout a dinner..

anyway.. my bday is kinda blah.. twas quiet.. but nice! ..it's true how simple things and unexpected people could really make you smile...

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for the people who greeted me.. texted and called.. tHANKS SO MUCH!!!!
for those that i didn't expected to greet me, sobrang WOW! i appreciate it.. the people from myspace.. haneps! na amaze ako sa inyo.. hahay...

well, here's to another year of uhmm.. craziness!

absent muna..

im back here in Cebu. been 2 weeks na rin.. just wasn't able to update my blog due to personal reasons. i haven't been on-line for days na rin. milagro nga, e! before, my fingers get itchy pag 1 day na d ako nkapag-net. but now, i can go on for days without checking my accounts..

i admit, i miss talking to my friends, reading blogs, updating my profiles and well.. talking to HIM! times im online, he's not.. when he's on, im not.. when he calls, im acting really stupid and when he's not calling, im missing him. kalokohan! umandar nanaman si ako... tsk2x!

anyway, i'll be gone for awhile. there's just some things that i need to fix. there's school, there's this job im trying to bag and well other personal stuff.

BOHOL!

...and im here in my second home..

Tagbilaran City, Bohol!!!

i've been here since Monday, June 1. just spending more time with my cousins since one of them is leaving for New Zealand later this month. she's one of my closest cousins so im just grabbing the opportunity to hang out with her.

so excited to hang out with my former classmates, too but unfortunately most of them are in Cebu now, taking the Nursing Board Exam. still haven't seen them. but i did hanged-out with some friends i met last Xmas vacation.

was planning to hit the beach yesterday but i was too busy finishing the articles about a herbal supplement.. gotta work to earn..

anyway, i woke up so early this morning. i just felt like having a walk by the seaport. i miss the place and i just wanna watch the sunrise. it was a nice walk! i even saw 2 of my friends but they were in a hurry so it's just a hi and bye kinda thing. i love the moment i had in the seaport. 'twas nice and calming.. i just love the sea!!! im definitely going back there tomorrow morning.