GOD --for the blessings... the courage and strength, for my family and friends, for the wisdom, for the LOVE and for Antino. :)
Kuys --for listening, for the patience, for the brotherly/fatherly LOVE and for the chance
SheeShee --for helping me with Kuys, for the advices and support
JinJin and Chiclois --for being soooooooo supportive!
Antino ------> UR THE BEST! can't find any words to say how thankful i am for having someone like u...
"I can do everything through him who gives me strength." Phil 4:13
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
missing contest ---OVER!
he's real. he is REAL. i saw him. i was with him. i was able to touch him. hold his hand. hugged him. that was the best part! i could hug him forever. my teddy bear. the moment i saw him sitting across the food court my heart just stopped. i stopped. the world stopped. crazy! i just realized i was smiling from ear to ear. walked slowly towards him. i wasn't thinking anymore. all i know is that, i want to be next to him as soon as possible coz he might disappear. i just want to hear his voice, see his smile and make him laugh.
and then our eyes met. i swear, he took my energy away. he stood up, smiled and gave me a hug. i could melt right then and there. i was speechless. i just kept on smiling. i know i looked so stupid but i don't really care. i was just so happy, i can't stop myself.
there were a lot of silent moments but i actually enjoyed it. everything about him is just... (i need a word here. but i can't think of any appropriate word to describe it) ... PERFECT? u might think it's far off but he is for me.
how did i got so lucky?
being with him for just a couple of hours is so amazing that i want the time to just freeze. "can i just have this moment forever? i promise to be good. can i have him forever? i promise to take care of him and make him happy."
my heart is thumping really fast right now. feels like im only dreaming. he used to be hard to reach. he was just a fairy tale. a story. and poof! there he is. infront of me. making me smile and laugh. i've never thanked GOD so much in my life! im still thanking him right now actually. he texts --- "thank u God!" ...seeing his 3 books ---"thank u GOD!" ...seeing that yellow book (which made me want to just run to him and give him the tightest hug ----"thank u SO MUCH GOD!" ...hearing his name ---"thank u GOD!" ...hearing our songs ---"thank u GOD!" ....remembering the moment i first met him 2 years ago ----"THANK U SO MUCH I-COULD-DIE-NOW GOD!" (uhhh... scratch the die now. i still want to spend more time with him. LOL)
anyway, you prolly think that the next entries would be about him. i think so too. it's hard to write about anything else if he occupies my mind 24/7! ...but i love how he does that. i love how he stays in my mind. i wouldn't have it any other way.
guess it's obvious. im head over heels on this one. make that head over feet. (since i love walkin barefoot) that was random. i know. haha! whatever!
PS: another God joke. the top trending topic on twitter is #thankugod ...hahaha! well, #thankugod for bringing me to him. or bringing him to me.whichever way. #thankugod for making our paths cross. U DA BEST!!!
and then our eyes met. i swear, he took my energy away. he stood up, smiled and gave me a hug. i could melt right then and there. i was speechless. i just kept on smiling. i know i looked so stupid but i don't really care. i was just so happy, i can't stop myself.
there were a lot of silent moments but i actually enjoyed it. everything about him is just... (i need a word here. but i can't think of any appropriate word to describe it) ... PERFECT? u might think it's far off but he is for me.
how did i got so lucky?
being with him for just a couple of hours is so amazing that i want the time to just freeze. "can i just have this moment forever? i promise to be good. can i have him forever? i promise to take care of him and make him happy."
my heart is thumping really fast right now. feels like im only dreaming. he used to be hard to reach. he was just a fairy tale. a story. and poof! there he is. infront of me. making me smile and laugh. i've never thanked GOD so much in my life! im still thanking him right now actually. he texts --- "thank u God!" ...seeing his 3 books ---"thank u GOD!" ...seeing that yellow book (which made me want to just run to him and give him the tightest hug ----"thank u SO MUCH GOD!" ...hearing his name ---"thank u GOD!" ...hearing our songs ---"thank u GOD!" ....remembering the moment i first met him 2 years ago ----"THANK U SO MUCH I-COULD-DIE-NOW GOD!" (uhhh... scratch the die now. i still want to spend more time with him. LOL)
anyway, you prolly think that the next entries would be about him. i think so too. it's hard to write about anything else if he occupies my mind 24/7! ...but i love how he does that. i love how he stays in my mind. i wouldn't have it any other way.
guess it's obvious. im head over heels on this one. make that head over feet. (since i love walkin barefoot) that was random. i know. haha! whatever!
PS: another God joke. the top trending topic on twitter is #thankugod ...hahaha! well, #thankugod for bringing me to him. or bringing him to me.whichever way. #thankugod for making our paths cross. U DA BEST!!!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
You are Everywhere, But here with Me
a guy friend of mine made this and shared it to me. im gald he did.
You are Everywhere, But here with Me
by: Vergie Vergara
You are the sunlight
peeping through my window
The clanging of chimes
by the wind
You are the children's laughter
their frolic giggles
routinely at half past six
after the serenity
of dusk.
You are the muffled sound
of cars outside my home
fading as it goes along.
The chirps of free birds
as they rest upon forgotten
and dead wires.
You are everywhere,
but here with me
and i long for you.
You are the frigid water
deep from the ground
that touch my
rested skin.
The random patterns of light
as it strikes the curtain.
You are the asphalt road,
always strong
and always comforting.
The aroma of the dust-filled road
when it drizzles.
You are the sole cloud in the sky
during the middle of the day.
And the encompassing rain clouds
as forecast
for the upcoming rain.
You are everywhere,
but here with me
and i crave for you.
You are the glowing moon,
the twinkling star,
the smoky sky
during the hypnotizing night.
You are my blank stare,
my deep sigh,
my grief-stricken frown.
You are my one to keep,
my one to have.
You are everywhere,
but here with me
and i miss you.
I miss you.
-moonsquid-
You are Everywhere, But here with Me
by: Vergie Vergara
You are the sunlight
peeping through my window
The clanging of chimes
by the wind
You are the children's laughter
their frolic giggles
routinely at half past six
after the serenity
of dusk.
You are the muffled sound
of cars outside my home
fading as it goes along.
The chirps of free birds
as they rest upon forgotten
and dead wires.
You are everywhere,
but here with me
and i long for you.
You are the frigid water
deep from the ground
that touch my
rested skin.
The random patterns of light
as it strikes the curtain.
You are the asphalt road,
always strong
and always comforting.
The aroma of the dust-filled road
when it drizzles.
You are the sole cloud in the sky
during the middle of the day.
And the encompassing rain clouds
as forecast
for the upcoming rain.
You are everywhere,
but here with me
and i crave for you.
You are the glowing moon,
the twinkling star,
the smoky sky
during the hypnotizing night.
You are my blank stare,
my deep sigh,
my grief-stricken frown.
You are my one to keep,
my one to have.
You are everywhere,
but here with me
and i miss you.
I miss you.
-moonsquid-
i just KNOW
11:20pm. im writing this while he's about to land (i guess). im writing this because im missing him a lot! i miss his text msgs and tweets. our facebook picture comment boxing sessions, video exchange, status blows and especially our chapters every night. everything happened so fast that i can't really remember how it was before. just a couple of minutes and we'll be in the same island already. im excited! i don't know when exactly im really gonna see him but just the thought that we're both in Cebu now, just makes me soooo happy! ...and scared. it's been 2 years since i last saw him and i admit that i don't know how im gonna react if he's already standing in front of me. im stupid and will be more stupid for sure! but i don't care. i've never been this real to someone i like. and it feels so good!
he said that excitement is a good kind of being scared. well, i am scared. because i know i won't be this lucky forever. i know that things will not be as smooth and as carefree. i know that nothing is permanent. i know that anything can happen. but i also know that im happy and that im not gonna waste what i have right now. i also know that whatever is given to me, i should appreciate and treasure while it lasts. I KNOW for sure that he's worth the wait. I also know that im digging my own grave for exposing myself into something like this. but im willing to play my cards because he's been that one person i've been waiting for. (bet u didn't know that! =P)
he said that excitement is a good kind of being scared. well, i am scared. because i know i won't be this lucky forever. i know that things will not be as smooth and as carefree. i know that nothing is permanent. i know that anything can happen. but i also know that im happy and that im not gonna waste what i have right now. i also know that whatever is given to me, i should appreciate and treasure while it lasts. I KNOW for sure that he's worth the wait. I also know that im digging my own grave for exposing myself into something like this. but im willing to play my cards because he's been that one person i've been waiting for. (bet u didn't know that! =P)
POETRY JAM
You don't want to miss this event! if only im in Tagbilran City, i'd definitely be there to witness this and of course, support my friends. tickets are for only 80Php. really cheap! so watchu waiting for? don't miss the fun! ;)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
crazy september
i love september! i've always loved this month. fun and crazy moments. lots of them! but this september is more crazy than ever. a lot has happened. i really never saw this one coming. though i hoped for it. i just didn't think that it'll be him. i've know him for like 2 years already. been exchanging msgs and comments but not like this. totally not like this!
he truly is like lightning. he struck me without warning.
im glad i crashed into his territory. it's different. kinda scary but he gives me courage. i've never been this nervous and excited my whole life! funny how he thinks of me as hard to reach. coz that's exactly what i thought about him before. that he's unreachable.
im not good in waiting. im still learning that art. but i've been patient enough to wait and look around. there he is. how did it happen? im not sure. it just happened.
my mind's been wandering a lot. i've been stupid as ever. been smiling a lot lately. feeling like im in cloud 9.... im happy! REALLY HAPPY! nothing's permanent, i know. but as long as it's here, i'll take care of it. it's not everyday that someone like him passes my way.
he truly is like lightning. he struck me without warning.
im glad i crashed into his territory. it's different. kinda scary but he gives me courage. i've never been this nervous and excited my whole life! funny how he thinks of me as hard to reach. coz that's exactly what i thought about him before. that he's unreachable.
im not good in waiting. im still learning that art. but i've been patient enough to wait and look around. there he is. how did it happen? im not sure. it just happened.
my mind's been wandering a lot. i've been stupid as ever. been smiling a lot lately. feeling like im in cloud 9.... im happy! REALLY HAPPY! nothing's permanent, i know. but as long as it's here, i'll take care of it. it's not everyday that someone like him passes my way.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Our Time Now
how do u say something u don't really want to say but actually wants that person to know what you're trying to say? confusing? well, im confused, too.. well, not really. i know what i want i just don't know how to deliver the message.
there's a lot of things i want to share right now. but im afraid that if i do share it, it'll get jinxed. things i've wanted before are actually happening now. working hard, being patient and faith is what got me through it all. glad i didn't gave up. glad they've trusted me. it's gonna take time till i'll be able to share it but im working really hard to make it sooner.
the past week is crazy! crazy in a really good kinda way. i've never really looked forward to waking up in the morning and wanting for the moon to take over as much as now. haha!
im so busy in school but it's like it doesn't really matter. im on cloud 9! feeling no pain. im all smiles. being positive with about almost everything.
listening to a bunch of Plain White T's songs ...that explains my title. can't think of anything. check that song out. :)
some things are better left unsaid. some things are better kept and not shared publicly. some things are just meant to be. some things... some thins like THIS.. is worth keeping. worth holding onto. gotta love it while it lasts. nothing is forever. there's no happily ever after. but im writing my own story. and there's always a first time.. maybe mine is the first time.
goodnight!
there's a lot of things i want to share right now. but im afraid that if i do share it, it'll get jinxed. things i've wanted before are actually happening now. working hard, being patient and faith is what got me through it all. glad i didn't gave up. glad they've trusted me. it's gonna take time till i'll be able to share it but im working really hard to make it sooner.
the past week is crazy! crazy in a really good kinda way. i've never really looked forward to waking up in the morning and wanting for the moon to take over as much as now. haha!
im so busy in school but it's like it doesn't really matter. im on cloud 9! feeling no pain. im all smiles. being positive with about almost everything.
listening to a bunch of Plain White T's songs ...that explains my title. can't think of anything. check that song out. :)
some things are better left unsaid. some things are better kept and not shared publicly. some things are just meant to be. some things... some thins like THIS.. is worth keeping. worth holding onto. gotta love it while it lasts. nothing is forever. there's no happily ever after. but im writing my own story. and there's always a first time.. maybe mine is the first time.
goodnight!
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