"I can do everything through him who gives me strength." Phil 4:13

Saturday, October 3, 2009

God's Favorite

the other day, an old lady approached me while walking on my way home. she asked me if i want my palms to be read. im not fond of fortune tellers or palm readers coz they scare me how they can foresee the future and know what's on my mind. it's just soooo creepy! but i have to admit that at one point in my life, i wanted to know what's in store for me. God saved me though. i mean, i realized it's better to trust him and pray than do all the fortune teller stuff.

anyway, the old lady just kept on talking and i was running out of excuses. so i just gave her my right hand and the first thing she said was that my palm lines are a total mess! hmmm... thank you very much! that such a nice way to start your reading. but she also told me that even if my palm is like that, im lucky! i got so excited when i heard her say that. IM LUCKY! she said that i have big dreams (which is true) and i'll be able to get it but it'll take time. guess i need a lot of patience then. good thing i got Moonkid to teach me that. she took my left hand and said that i should be careful. i asked her to what. and she said about the guy i love because a lot of girls are after him and he might just leave me crying. i just smiled because i find it funny. i mean, i don't think he's that kind of guy. anyway, she also told me that im blessed because of the courage and determination i have. she also said that i don't have to worry much because im lucky.

'twas nice. but when i got home the thing she said about the guy i love bothered me. what if it's true? and no matter how hard i try to get it off my head, the thought keeps on coming back. i hated it! and then last night, he was telling Deisa how he thinks that majority of the guys are like that (being a player) .. i was just listening the whole time (i love listening to him) ..but when he said that, my heart started beating so fast i made a wish right away. i wished that he's not one of the majority. i told him that actually. and he reminded me that he can't be coz he's from the moon. lol! guess that's just what i need to hear coz after that, i felt ok..

im lucky. i know i am. even before he came into my life. there's just a lot of things i was able to go through because of luck. and im thankful coz not everyone is blessed with luck.

2 comments:

reyfi said...

nah. a total mess. sakto jud si lola... lol lola.

Anonymous said...

hayy i used to be like that when i was a teenager.. i always consult fortune tellers about my lovelife and once it ended up exactly the way the manghuhula told me..

"during our sixth month, we will have problems and it will depend on both of us kung magtatagal pa ung relationship"..

we broke up on our 6th month.. but i don't regret things because the break-up just made me a stronger person..

siguro kasi naka-program na sa isip natin everytime nafforecast ang future ntin then sadly, it will end up like that na..

i guess one of the reasons why i used to consult fortune tellers regarding my lovelife was that i wasn't secure in my relationships then.. until i realize that it's better to trust it all to God about ur future, believing that he'll give you the right person, and nothing but the best =)

hmmm.. just sharing =) nice blog post anyway =)happy new year po =)