missing contest ---OVER!

he's real. he is REAL. i saw him. i was with him. i was able to touch him. hold his hand. hugged him. that was the best part! i could hug him forever. my teddy bear. the moment i saw him sitting across the food court my heart just stopped. i stopped. the world stopped. crazy! i just realized i was smiling from ear to ear. walked slowly towards him. i wasn't thinking anymore. all i know is that, i want to be next to him as soon as possible coz he might disappear. i just want to hear his voice, see his smile and make him laugh.

and then our eyes met. i swear, he took my energy away. he stood up, smiled and gave me a hug. i could melt right then and there. i was speechless. i just kept on smiling. i know i looked so stupid but i don't really care. i was just so happy, i can't stop myself.

there were a lot of silent moments but i actually enjoyed it. everything about him is just... (i need a word here. but i can't think of any appropriate word to describe it) ... PERFECT? u might think it's far off but he is for me.

how did i got so lucky?

being with him for just a couple of hours is so amazing that i want the time to just freeze. "can i just have this moment forever? i promise to be good. can i have him forever? i promise to take care of him and make him happy."

my heart is thumping really fast right now. feels like im only dreaming. he used to be hard to reach. he was just a fairy tale. a story. and poof! there he is. infront of me. making me smile and laugh. i've never thanked GOD so much in my life! im still thanking him right now actually. he texts --- "thank u God!" ...seeing his 3 books ---"thank u GOD!" ...seeing that yellow book (which made me want to just run to him and give him the tightest hug ----"thank u SO MUCH GOD!" ...hearing his name ---"thank u GOD!" ...hearing our songs ---"thank u GOD!" ....remembering the moment i first met him 2 years ago ----"THANK U SO MUCH I-COULD-DIE-NOW GOD!" (uhhh... scratch the die now. i still want to spend more time with him. LOL)

anyway, you prolly think that the next entries would be about him. i think so too. it's hard to write about anything else if he occupies my mind 24/7! ...but i love how he does that. i love how he stays in my mind. i wouldn't have it any other way.

guess it's obvious. im head over heels on this one. make that head over feet. (since i love walkin barefoot) that was random. i know. haha! whatever!

PS: another God joke. the top trending topic on twitter is #thankugod ...hahaha! well, #thankugod for bringing me to him. or bringing him to me.whichever way. #thankugod for making our paths cross. U DA BEST!!!